Can't or WON'T?

So, today I was asked to do something that I hadn't done since the age of 6, model. I know right, very exciting! The trial pics would be taken at a club, during a party, around a whole buncha people that I don't know. So naturally, I'm nervous as a hooker in church. I was told that I could bring friends with, for the party, but my aim is for moral support.

And the one person who I thought would be so excited for me and would be happy to come and show love, did just the opposite. I was given a pacifying excuse...she said she COULDN'T go because she COULDN'T be late for work because she'd be on the redline all night. I appreciate people have to go to work, but #1 you being late is about you WAKING UP. #2 you hate your job, why you care all of a sudden?

The party/shoot is on Thursday night, again I appreciate that people have to go to work in the morning. But what I find funny is that when SHE was doing promoting, I damn sure showed my ass on a Thursday night to support her...where's the reciprocation?

It's really not about what you can and can't do...it's about (always about) what you will and won't do. Period.

Things that make you go, hmmm.